reflections
August 26th, 2006 It’s so quiet here….

So…. we just got back from taking mom to the airport. It feels so quiet at home.. A little too quiet… I opened the door, went inside the guest bedroom (the room I shared w/ mom), and sat right in front of my laptop which has always been on top of the bed that I had been sleeping on when my mom was here. It feels sad sitting by myself here, but somehow it feels so peaceful. Why is it everytime mom goes back I feel like something is missing? I mean, I’m not a little girl anymore, but I always feel really sad whenever she goes back. Is it just because I’m really really close to her? She is my best friend afterall..  Or have I just gotten used to her being around me all the time? Or maybe, I am still just a spoiled little brat deep down inside? Hmmmmmm…….

Ugh I better start organizing all my shit, after all, school will start again in a few days.. Or, maybe I’ll wait until Tuesday and sleep in for a few days :P

PS: Baby has done a really really good job cheering me up, he made me feel a lot better. We sat for a while in front of our new pond (i’ll take pics tomorrow) just chatting and spending some quiet time together =) Thank you, LOVE.

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3 Responses to “It’s so quiet here….”

  1. dence Says:

    neyyy =)

  2. Mandy Says:

    wuv u babe

  3. CoDeLLeN Says:

    test test

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